Friday, February 8, 2008

what's a mother to do?


she still struggles.
i can't help her.
i have no words.
i can't fix it.
but i am her mother.
i am supposed to make things all better.
ginger ale for tummy aches.
hot tea for sore throats.
heating pad for cramps.
hugs for broken relationships.
understanding for a bad test grade.
i am supposed to make things better.
but i can't fix it.
my heart breaks.
again.
and again.

2 comments:

Carolyn said...

Just hold on to her and continue to love her as perfectly as you do.

Sometimes we can help fix the big and little hurts, but I know too there are just those times when only OUR LORD can fix them.

I hurt and ache for you. I pray for your strength and stamina to continue to be strong for her but also deal with your own pain and worry.

Much Love

Emily said...

I just got your comment on my blog and although I am not sure how you found me I will say that I am thankful so I could link to your blog.
I am so sorry for the loss of your sweet Sydney Grace. I cannot imagine the pain your family is enduring. My oldest sister has been through two miscarriages and what you have written hits home for me. Although it has been a few years now, she still hurts and I still do not know what to do for her except love her.
I will pray for your family as you trudge through this valley.